

...Just use me, Abuse me That's why i'm here right? I'm not a person to be adored. Just do what you ned, but do it fast What keeps me numb from my tragic reality is fading Slowly I'm getting use to being 2nd best Even the love I uset to have for myself is slipping away I feel a tear forming but there's no way it could ever come out What the hell is wrong with me? I already know that eventually i have to fall Who would have thought that YOU would have any kind of effect on me At this moment I'm on my knee's Please make me stop thinking about it This is one feeling I don...


Missing YouThis morning I found myself thinking of you again All my other thoughts slipped away Your hypnotic eyes came to mind Never have I seen such captivating eyes So trusting and gentle Blue and Green like a Jamacian sea In their preseence I trusted me And your blinding smile No matter how bad my day was... All I needed was one of your cheesey jokes and a smirk thrown my way... Then all my worries would simply dim away Even just thinking of it brings a smile to my face You were "Captain Safety Boy" Honestly, I had no idea why You were so understanding and kind  Missing You


Dreary DaySo, here I sit Lonely and denied Saturated in the lies around me I'm tired and drained These days, they never seem to end I'm waiting for a change that seems to have forgotten it's needed I'm stained with dreary dreams Racing frantically for something unseen Everything looks dark around me I hate all of these endless days and the endless hopelessness they bring I’m trying to cheer myself on with good intentions but yet, here I sit Comfortless and falling short I’m waiting for the unseen to be shownDreary Day


Morbid MayWherever i look there's a cloud above my head, As these raindrops begin to fall, i see each drop is red. The rain falls down so heavily. I wonder if i could drown, Puddles of red accross my path...still the rain falls down.Morbid May
Everyone seems to look away. Always turning their backs, The heart, the body, the mind turns black. Leaving us standing in the dark puddles before me.
Darkness always preys on vulnerability.
I'n not alone in how i feel. There just must be something in the air. Something lurking around us-invisible- but we know it's there. I cannot help but wonder ho
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not gay.
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I have lived a life of two,
Seen a dream broken
Crossed a stream unwettened
And watched as the sky
Turned amber and blue.
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Sorry my friends, I'm such a mess,
I'm doin' the best can...
Tell me when did I die,
Cause I'm not alive
-Unwritten Law
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child of rain
my portfolio
my flickr
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child of rain
my portfolio
my flickr
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child of rain
my portfolio
my flickr
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child of rain
my portfolio
my flickr
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child of rain
my portfolio
my flickr
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I'll be stuck fixated on one star when the world is crashing down--fall out boy
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Sorry my friends, I'm such a mess,
I'm doin' the best can...
Tell me when did I die,
Cause I'm not alive
-Unwritten Law
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child of rain
my portfolio
my flickr
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child of rain
my portfolio
my flickr
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I have lived a life of two,
Seen a dream broken
Crossed a stream unwettened
And watched as the sky
Turned amber and blue.
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Sorry my friends, I'm such a mess,
I'm doin' the best can...
Tell me when did I die,
Cause I'm not alive
-Unwritten Law
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I sacrifice every breath I breathe, to make you believe
~Aquemini
Save the alien
MY CAR!!!!!
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I have lived a life of two,
Seen a dream broken
Crossed a stream unwettened
And watched as the sky
Turned amber and blue.
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I have lived a life of two,
Seen a dream broken
Crossed a stream unwettened
And watched as the sky
Turned amber and blue.
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Sorry my friends, I'm such a mess,
I'm doin' the best can...
Tell me when did I die,
Cause I'm not alive
-Unwritten Law
thanks for the
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I have lived a life of two,
Seen a dream broken
Crossed a stream unwettened
And watched as the sky
Turned amber and blue.
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xx.Caitlyn
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I'll be stuck fixated on one star when the world is crashing down--fall out boy
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I have lived a life of two,
Seen a dream broken
Crossed a stream unwettened
And watched as the sky
Turned amber and blue.
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